10:14 AM @
Sunday, August 31, 2008
oh wait HAHAHAHA,
it's Miley Cyrus,
that explains my lack of knowledge,
and im sorry to her and her fans,
HAHA goodness, that explains why i had a hardtime spelling her name.
hahahaha WANIIII
alright nights!
alright gosh, crack my head or something, knock it with a hammer,
im listening to Ciley Myrus if we were a movie,
hahahaha been so long since ive listened to this kinda song
alright alright, i still like the chorus, it's nice la,
but too bad, i still dont like t fall for best friends,
best friends remain best friends forever (:
alright the reason im still awake, uhh,
dont feel like sleeping, ahh and im not gaming,
cuz i repeatedly lost t Fiorentina, so i decided,
argh forget it, maybe another day, i can win the match, haha
go sleep if youre still awake, unless it's morning or afternoon or,
uhhuh get what i mean?
haha dangg, bold this mann,
i miss msyc so very much, haha
my dad suggested imm today, and i got reminded,
of going shopping with Faeez for the foodstuff for the bus ride,
haha that was a great time mann, so hilarious,
and msyc msyc, i just got reminded of msycccccc,
argh dang, i miss ya alll :D
Wani!
1238am
sept1'08
oh! it's gonna bell ring at 12pm later tday, haha,
it's a MONDAY!
BEAMS
uh yeah, i feel high, and i think im gonna go eat cupnoodle,
and yes later again for sahur, haha see,
i have a big appetite, possibly because i grow up with brothers?
HAHA reasons, but anw, uh okay! haha i love food (:
gee that's anticlimax for an end note, haha okay la,
nights and take care everyone!
Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you :D
hello world!
just a short one in lieu of Ramadhan (:
before the fasting month starts, we should ask for forgiveness,
so apologies to everyone out there okay!
and oh, happy fasting month, and may this month be a great one ahead alright?
selamat berpuasa!
Wani!
6:51 AM @
Friday, August 29, 2008
You have said goodbyes beforeThis is just another goodbyeIt's not that hardAssalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:
hello world,
Alhamdullilah, most papers down, one to go, that's after sept hols,
but yeap it's been good Alhamdullilah, okay la,
maths was pretty Alhamdullilah (:
had teachers day celeb today, was planning to go back crescent,
but it ended later, so yeap, then went out to eat with Ain,
sakura, yeap we had our tomyam before fasting month starts,
i kinda had an impulse to watch a movie,
so we kinda started looking for a good movie,
wanted something sweet, but we decided against it in the end,
tired la, the stupor kinda sank in,
so we walked around, i want a cardigan haha,
but anw, then we went borders! yeap, haha,
stuffed ourselves there for some time, realised oh man, sleepy sleepy,
so left earlier than normal, home home,
i ctd reading the book, then napped, woke up before Maghrib.
they had a be yourself day today, so you can dress up as what you are,
i thought it should be called more of a dress up as your favourite person,
or who you wanna be, rather than who you are,
i mean it's pretty obvious that people are not dressing up as who they are,
rather, what they want themselves to be,
and how they want people to perceive them to be,
so in any case, it's again, about conforming to society's standards,
and again, i know it's minute, but it links back to the idea,
the cliched phrase of clothes define a person,
but again, you're looking at it from a phsyical aspect, and/or material,
i think we are being ourselves everyday,
you dont have to dress up to be yourself on a day,
because what makes me 'me' and what makes you 'you' is what we are underneath,
the intrinsic value, our characters, in short, we are being ourselves everyday,
unless of course, you pretend to be someone else,
and clothes, in my opinion, gives people the impression of what you are,
but not exactly who you are, but on a sidenote,
i think the joker was pretty good, haha.
other than that, yesterday felt like a weekend, haha,
honestly, i came t school today thinking, oh it didnt feel like a friday,
after maths, i was planning to go home t catch on my sleep,
then i changed plans, i put on harry potter order of phoenix on the dvd,
then after that i thought, man im sleepy, i should get some sleep,
then i kinda reached out for stephanie meyer's book on the shelves,
was trying to find out how good it was,
my brothers are mad about her books, so yeap, they have three of them,
but anw cut story short, i kinda got hooked onto the book,
so can guess la, i just started reading the first book,
for most of the rest of the day, then uh i finished it ard 12+am,
then i started flipping, and reading the 2nd book's part, and i got hooked,
until i had enough sense to tell myself, dude let's get some sleep,
haha yeap
im gonna start studying for sastera tmr,
haha really, insya-Allah (:
hmm, yeap, jc life's gonna end, it's fast fast fast,
i kinda wished we could start all over again from the beginning of this year,
i enjoy my jc2 life, yeah, ironic as it is.
oh, the mrt train has now changed the sign from:
'please give up this seat to those who needs it more than you do'
to a sign that explicitly states 'priority seat'
it's a change, from one of possibly, voluntariness, to more of an, order?
perspectives, a reflection of our society now,
you do what you're told, rather than, alright, it's out of pure goodness,
im doing it because i wanna help,
or maybe, ahh they just wanna change the sign, hahaha kidding,
it's the smile campaign all over again, something related.
on another note, i gotta start on my research paper again,
insya-Allah i can do it, yeap!
when prelims end, it's gonna be some weeks to alevels,
then it's all over, wow, it's fast.
uhhuh, oh im kinda running out of inspiration to continue this entry,
haha, it's the fatigue, ive just finished the 2nd book,
it's pretty good, i think she'll end up with the vampire dude,
sweet la sweet, not bad.
im still waiting for Christopher Paolini's 3rd book.
oh, and going to the borders just now, realised there're so many good books,
after as after as, haha, i can be a fulltime uhh, dunno la,
im not a hardcore mugger to start with, haha.
sometimes i think if it's the right thing im doing,
just running away again.
but when i think again, possibly, it should be the right thing,
because there's no point stopping to reflect or take a breather,
because the result will still be the same.
ahhh, oh we met Sitt, Asyikin Aziz and Nad just now,
haha funny la, rindu budak2 tu,
drama drama! mat cowboy, haha that was my first real involvement,
in a Malay activity, haha, and that was what, 4 years ago?
haha goodness, i had fun la.
i was in the bus this morning,
and i started thinking about my primary school days,
uhhuh, wani what's with the nostalgia all, haha.
alright, happy teachers day!
and of course, happy hols (:
and happy studying for the rest of your papers,
and promos of course, and oh happy birthday Safa!
take care!
Wani
1026pm
29 august 2008
9:25 PM @
Saturday, August 23, 2008
"Most people need to be with someone,
They cant wait to fall in love,
Because they are afraid of being alone,
I think it takes courage to resist being with someonejust for the sake of being with someone."-excerpt from The Leap Years
4:25 AM @
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you.
hello world,
Alhamdullilah.
breathes.
haha alright, prelims, yeap,
had gp, which was okay, had history paper 1, which was horrible,
econs p2 today, wasnt so bad,
overall, Alhamdullilah, i managed to get through these.
i've been thinking alot,
haha oh wells, i dunno if it's the wrong timing,
but yeah, ive been thinking.
hmmm.
dampened mood.
maybe it's just the prelims mood, it's been alot of studying,
lack of sleep, and sleeping at the wrong time.
maybe it's the weather, haha blame it on the weather.
nahhh.
shrugs, maybe it's just me, haha that's a good one.
and i just had to have chocolate this morning cuz i felt so blahh.
i think it helps, but ya, haha.
but yup, anw, hope prelims so far have been good for everyone,
let's all succeed together, yup.
i wanna watch spongebob, haha as in really,
my mind was pretty berserabut but Alhamdullilah, im better now.
and i turn to You (:Subhanallah.
take care all, and all the best for the rest!
Wani
731pm
Thursday
21 august 2008
4:09 AM @
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:
hello world,
hey, haha it's been awhile, Alhamdullilah,
many things have happened, aite,
and i guess im not gonna recap all.
i love this song, uhhuh the one youre listening to right now,
nice la.
i bought my elder brother a birthday present, Alhamdullilah,
cuz he really liked it, anw i was act gonna buy him the slippers,
the one at far east, then i was like, ah nehmine, tengok dulu ah,
then me and ain planning t eat at sakura, but shop hasnt open,
oh it was 8august2008, so yup, early dismissal from school,
so planned to eat at bk, then ate there, met sebastian at bk,
he said kino having 20% off, so i was glad, my brother likes books,
so 3 of us went there tgt, but apparently the discount that day was for members,
but anw i did got him a book, eclipse by stephanie meyer,
the trilogy, the third book, so great, yup, my brother likes it, Alhamdullilah,
cuz theyve been reading the set yeap (:
national day celebration was fun Alhamdullilah,
we had our own celebration, me, ain, mich, aloysius,
we had bubbles competition, haha and in the end,
i was like, aloysius, can i pour this on you, and i was like,
okay you pour on me, i pour on you, and ain and mich also pour on him,
so set, hahaha it was fun, we were both wet from the bubbles solution,
but he kena worst la, i felt like a kid, but who cares what others say right,
hahaha (:
Alhamdullilah, handover to new exco's done,
all the best okay, insya-Allah you all will do a better job okay!
kiter caya samemu semua (:
as in seriously, you all have alot of potential, yeap!
then after the handover etc, talked t them,
and then after all that, me, Ain, Zul, Azrin,
just sat on the balcony and talked and crapped,
kite kenduri nasi ayam yang ain bawak, haha yeap,
haha alot of talk la, then this zul anyhow cakap ngan azrin la when he leaving already,
that i harbour a secret crush on azrin, goodness i can smack zul la, violent sehh, haha,
i know it's just a joke la, anw he knows whoever he is what if i have,
but anw i really hope azrin dont take it seriously,
azrin, if youre reading this, dude you know it's not true right,
how long have you known me mann,
you know i never like t go out with ppl i hang out with,
and zul, i know youre reading this, so better go tell azrin its really not true,
haha goodness, guys.
interview was fun, i thought i was gonna be serious,
but it's wani la, anw it was good yeap,
main main pintu, haha, and we ate alot of mentos.
hmm, been just, got stuffed in the library,
Zul said i emo-ed in the library cuz i sat alone at the back back part,
haha ye la ye la, mentang-mentang he has Syaf, and im not attached,
haha goodness, shakes head, klakar la korang ni,
but anw i wasnt emoing la duh, who emo in the library, and i dont like emo,
anw i know he's just joking la, he better be, but yeap,
oh haha and on friday, i was studying alone la,
then Hafidh just came and suddenly sit beside me,
goodness i was like, hafidhhhh, haha then i went down do my prayers,
when i came up, i realised, okay i need a change of envt,
haha sorry la dude, so i just left him there,
but anw its hafidh la, so he knows, no offense ahhh.
anw, it's just basically been stuffing myself in the library,
snacking alot, but i havent eaten in school properly for the past 2 days,
partly cuz i have no one to go eat with la, haha and also cz not hungry,
oh wait, the former sounds pathetic, but anw it's not,
haha so yup, library library, i cant really study at home, haha,
cuz i get distracted la, yeap.
i watched olympics for men's table tennis just now,
was rooting for Germany, and Timo Boll was awesome,
i was pretty hyped up, but i had t finish up my notes in between la,
haha but glad they won Alhamdullilah, or ill waste my 2plus hours watching them,
haha nahh maybe not really, the matches were awesome la.
other than that, yup, life's been great, Alhamdullilah syukur,
just pray that we can all succeed and score really great grades in prelims aite,
insya-Allah (:
uhhuh, short.
ive been thinking, but i dont wanna think so much.
so let's get it out of my head, it's not going to happen.
ALL THE BEST!
take care and happy weekends!
Wani
737pm
Saturday
16 august 2008
8:38 AM @
Friday, August 1, 2008
Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:
hello world!
Alhamdullilah (:
haha okay readers rejoice, im finally updating my blog!
haha and Mark ahh, even if the rate of speed that penguins can walk is faster than me,
but they cant post blog entry knoww, haha,
mann you all funny la, your tags really amused me, haha!
haha alright, it's been hectic like kacang, haha,
but Alhamdullilah i managed t still be up here, though im uh kinda sick,
so i am gonna go eat panadol once the flu comes on,
cz i dont wanna risk it, haha, prelims round the corner, ohhh!
first paper is gp followed by international history on the same day,
alright, im not gonna complain, haha, oh wells, shrugs (:
my ibu's birthday was on 30th, my younger bro's birthday was 31st,
and i didnt get them anything, hmmm, then i was like telling her,
ill get you your birthday cake after alevels okay? haha and she was like,
nevermind, i already got 2 cakes, haha hmm (:
but anw! rock night just now!
it was rocking mann, haha as in seriously, and my eardrums hurt,
cuz the music was pretty loud but it was okay, uhh get what im tryna say?
my brother performed with his band, and their music was good!
i was commenting about the vocal afterwards,
and i found out that their vocal singer only touched down in Sg at 5pm tday,
from Cambodia, so yup, kinda explains it, but anw!
hahaha Zul was funny, okay sorry la dude, but he was like jealous,
cuz Syaf was like pointing out Sadiqin, hahahaha, i couldnt help but laugh,
nahh no worries both of you are so sweet tgt, haha like ive said,
Syaf and Zul getting tgt was one of the best things that happened in my jc life,
haha but anw! back to the concert!
oh! Amos featured too, and he was like super cool!
as in the Amos-really pro guitarist-Indonesian scholar-exstudent,
hahaha even my brother agrees mann! and haha!
oh my younger brother came with his girlfriend,
and i was like telling my big brother in the cab later,
mann he has a gf and me and you are still single, hahahaha!
anw i was just joking ahh, im not desperate, haha!
so anw, rock night super hilarious, cz the guys specifically Syamil & Zul,
were very funny, haha, and Azrin's band was awesome la,
and we told him later, your face still so stone, haha, but anw, he terror la he,
and i was like telling my brother that i think his drummer was awesome!
as in like really, i love the drummer! not in that sense okay, haha,
he was really good la! and i have to say man, the teachers' band drummer was awesome!
and Ming, the Malay dance guy, was a guitarist, and he was really good!
but in short, great day! and cabbed home with my brother, elder one,
the younger one gotta send the gf home (:
haha anw tday's basically just like that, but Alhamdullilah did good,
reached school ard 8+am, cuz slept earlyyy yesterday,
so i woke up ard 4+am and thought, alright let's just study Kashmir,
hahaha so yeap, read lecture notes, Subuh, prep for school, left ard 7+,
deposited myself in the library, hahaha, did maths, couldnt do some,
i realised i was pathetic at inequalities, etc, got help from Fathullah and Khidhir,
cz they were in the library, so asked for help for maths,
thenn ctd studying history, ahh many many many things to cover,
went down for prayers, met Ain, was gonna eat lunch in sch ard 3+,
then Ain was like, she wanted to go out and eat, haha yeap,
then Lisa wasnt coming since she wanted t do her work, so yeap!
off t Sakura, and my throat was pretty bad but i go eat tomyam, hahaha,
we managed t finish it up sorta, contended that it's cheaper than madjack,
got back t school, went back library, got tix from my brother, thenn,
joined them for sea consultation haha it went funnny, hahaha,
there were Ain, Lisa and Joseph, yeap!
past weeks have been hectic, trying to complete my stated revisions and doing hwks,
h3 presentation on tuesday, it didnt really go so well, haha,
okay la, Sebastian's paper's making me worry, haha very the power la,
thenn thursday, we had the history consolidation, then after that,
had t continue with h3 presentations from the rest, ended 3+ there,
then Sebastian and I had t do the essay test afterwards, mann,
haha we were given 10mins to discuss but i think wasnt much of a fruition,
cz i guess on my part i really had t digest that qn first before discussin,
but 10mins was pretty short, so we tried discussing, but we did agree,
that the qn couldnt be that simple, it's so duhhh, like duhhh, haha,
it was "SEA countries have been entirely successful in pursuing ec.growth." discuss.
so it's like, yes, no, okay they were fine, hahaha so it cant be that,
'duhh,' in Sebastian's words, i proposed approaches, realised i couldnt substantiate,
soo all the best after 10mins, when i was gonna start the paper,
everything started piecing tgt Alhamdullilah, pursue=approaches so yeap.
dunno la, prelims soon soon.
oh oh haha before that was sposed t have maths, but not compulsory for me,
so i told Ain t tell mr Song i wasnt going,
then i was in the library and apparently i got a call that she was e only one,
then they were using the discussion room in the library,
and mr Song saw me studying there so he was like,
okay let's go in, lesson starting, and i was like, hmmm,
hahaha i just okay! cuz i felt pretty bad la, like he's dedicating his time,
but i made use of the time, and i told him that i was act thinking of skippin tday,
just asked him some questions on the z and the pvalue and etc.
angklung farewell! haha awesome, Michell asked me in the morn if i was going,
then i was like, if i dont go, im sure youll drag me there,
hahaha and she was like, ill kill you if you dont go, haha goodness,
but of course i did la, yeap, oh ate alot!
but i rationalised that the plate was small thus it made my pile looks big,
anw we shouldnt waste food laa, haha,
and oh! it was awesome la in short, alot of laughter.
and haha! i realised, 23rd july! msyc gathering!
Alhamdullilah, i was soo glad t see everyone again, so fun!
food was spectacular, dont have t say, andd yay!
it made me really miss msyc and Malaysia, i really wished it was longer,
and i had t leave earlier, school was tmr,
haha cant dance pocho-pocho with them, hahahaha,
so yeap, cabbed home.
watched dark knight with my family some time ago,
i thought it was very sad, it dampened my mood after the movie,
coupled with the fact that i was tired, we watched the 830pm show on a tuesday,
so it ended asrd 11+pm, yeap, haha yeahh,
i hated the joker and i thought the plot was pretty sad,
especially when tragedy struck Harvey Dent and Rachel,
horrible laaa, i thought they both looked so good tgt, haha
we got our restructured timetable, no more p.e. andd yeap,
school's long long long mann, it's draining, haha oh we did racial harmony for gp,
i thought it was interesting, they used Orwell's literary work "Hanging",
yeap and since class was pretty quiet, i asnwered ms Phua's qn,
alright i cant stand passiveness, it's tension mann,
haha so it was like abt the significance of the dog appearing,
what would you do as the magistrate, so i was like:
ill shoo the dog away so that the proceeding can continue,
and an analyssi of that was i am goal-driven and ill achieve it at all expense,
haha nahh i wont la, there are some things that's more impt in life (:
andd oh, i left my necklace in the class and i forgot all abt it, mann,
and she was like telling us there was this extreme view on altruism,
that's not exactly pure altruism, so yup,
anw i dont believe there's exactly a pure altruist ou there,
but getting back on the issue, the extremist view was that,
for e.g. mother who'll sacrifice herself to save her drowning child,
or a father who'll jump into the flames to save his child,
would not do it based on altruist basis,
but they'll do it because they want to save their genes,
which is inside the child's body, and i thought, nahhh,
that's too extremist. i guess if you want to look at it that there's no pure altruism,
i think the fact that the parents want to save their children,
to see their child live so that they dont have to live a lifetime of guilt or sorrow,
is more justified, but i think that's more to the concept of love.
but anw, alright, lets get off from here.
haha alright, i wanna go take a break awhile, i feel i need it,
but i know i shouldnt, well, you know, ya, yeap,
and i was telling ms Oon i wont be in sch mon and tues,
for a wkshp for conversational malay stuff so can earn job in the long run,
and then i was like telling her, if next year i find someone ill update you,
haha then she was like oh so youre going for the wkshp t find someone is it?
hahahaha goodness funny la, then i had t tell her no, anw im not that shallow,
itll be good in the long run, and anw, i gotta really get a scholarship.
haha alright, then 2 days ago, i was on the bus,
and i just started thinking and wondering, and i realised yes,
but i thought again, nahh maybe its the pangs now, itll go away soon,
and insya-Allah it will (:
i gotta go get some sleep, seminar's tmr, whee, haha,
Insya-Allah itll be fine!
take care!
happy weekends!
Wani!
152am
Saturday
2/august/2008
