5:16 AM @
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:
hello world!
alhamdullilah for today, i feel really satisfied with how it went today,
yes abit tired, but well, ive been busy recently,
so yeah.
haha wani wani, shakes head.
and yeah, im down, going down with another flu,
hahaha and to think i just recovered well, a day ago? haha goodness,
but well, insyaAllah i'll be fine before im off t Thailand!
ive just done up my packing list, think ill pack tmr, yeapp.
and pray that ill go and come back safe and sound ok! thanks (:
okok updates!
friday, oh it was a long and well, long day, well not exactly but well, long.
hahaha uhhuh.
uhm let's see, oh yeah we had pre-departure briefing at nyc,
so chaos, me, the nyc staff, liza, kartini and priscilla,
haha yeah the officer who's coming over with us to thailand.
so the briefing was well, haha fun and liza was funny,
started ard 1030++ and ended ard 12++,
then needed t discuss bout some other stuff,
like yeah cultural performance, haha with only chaos and i, it's pretty limited,
but yeah i refuse to sing and embarass myself in front of other ppl, haha.
so anw, all in all, left nearly one, went off with chaos,
but since i was taking straight bus home, bade goodbye at toa payoh, haha.
home home, printed stuff, did some admin stuff,
tried t get a nap for awhile but well, it was well, tak menjadi ah, haha,
then off again i went ard 320 there t boon lay,
got tb from fauzy, thanks thanks! then, haha needed t find a suit for Thailand trip,
soo i did go ard jp, haha looked here looked there,
and alhamdullilah, the shopping was over soon, haha goodness,
i think i got the pants and jacket at a good bargain, alhamdullilah (:
then after that, off t eunos, alhamdullilah i reached fmsa before kak siryana left,
so managed t get the receipt stuff from her before she left,
then kak lieja came along, haha she was early too,
so while i did the receipt stuff, she did her stuff, and we talked.
and kirim-ed fazliah makan! hahaha, i was really hungry laa, gatal, tak makan lagi,
haha anw farah came with sharifah later on,
thenn while waiting for food (we were kinda done with work),
we tried to distract ourselves by looking thru names for a baby boy,
hahaha goodness, it was funny la but well, i was really starving.
so alhamdullilah, when faz came, alhamdullilah, we started makan,
and yeah, i got another bad bad tummyache again, yeah,
those gastric pain, ah well, it lasted very long.
brother Hairuddin came later on, meeting started, oh! he ordered pizzas for us (:
alhamdullilah, cool! haha thenn, meeting, and i got myself into another thing.
haha yeah, wani likes to keep herself busy, but well,
yeah now im a chair for another programme, i think i need t settle things,
before i fly off, well, hmm alot of things on to do list, haha,
but i enjoy work, heh, workaholicccc! hahaha ok la, at times, haha.
then off home ard 940++, pain pain, thought i could barf up,
then yeah, i realised i really shldnt skip meals anymore,
but alhamdullilah, i managed t get home, put a brave face in front of my parents,
like nothing was really wrong, haha, and alhamdullilah,
finally got myself t rest later on, and the pain went away :D
slept at one plus, another long day on saturday (:
saturday, today!
yeap, alhamdullilah, today was great!
oh haha, i was so berkobarkobar ahh, nak sampai Irsyad kul 8 gitu,
abih nak buat kerje dulu hahaha then in the end kan,
i was like bersyukur i even managed t not be late, alhamdullilah (:
yeah, wani wani, ok la didnt wake up t my first alarm.
i had trouble sleeping tho during the wee hours of the morn,
my kneecap was giving problems, ah well, so i had t switch off the fan,
i think it was the chill, haha yeah, but anw, i wasnt late alhamdullilah :D
anw, mentoring session today was great alhamdullilah,
it was fun, good, im satisfied with how it went today,
my mentees are adorable, haha yeap, then i was pretty well,
kinda stoned when the session ended, from the fatigue probably,
after everything, left Irsyad, took bus down to eunos.
realised i didnt wanna eat, haha yeah, so much for not wanting t skip meals.
so yeah, i ended up seating in the mrt station and read a book,
waited for ain to come while spaceship talks came abt(looks at ain, chuckles),
hahaha, so when she came, alhamdullilah, we walked t the centre, talked ALOT,
haha first lesson! well, it started abt 3plus,
alhamdullilah, it was pretty good, i learnt some new stuff (:
haha yeap, cleared doubts about the concept of takdir,
yeah it's been in my head for quite some time,
so it was good la, alhamdullilah (:
so important things are, we have to number 1, usaha, then tawakkal,
then of course, doa, and insyaAllah things will turn out fine (:
yeap, then home home, haha talked alot again,
haha well, she understands me, alhamdullilah,
and of course im glad, alhamdullilah, cz she told me somethng,
and insyaAllah sistah, we'll all be better ppl, amin (:
alhamdullilah, thank You Allah for everything.
hmm, other than that, got home, super drained,
finally makan my first proper meal of the day, alhamdullilah,
i think i really shld eat a balanced diet, as in seriously,
haha like normal meals, but sometimes, well, im just too lazy to eat, haha,
and well, when the busy-ness (such word? haha) kicks in,
it well, gets harder, haha but i dont wanna get another horrible tummy upset.
ive been walking alot recently, haha, random.
other than that, hmm the palestine-israel's conflict's still going on,
there was an interesting analysis about the un's passing of the resolution ytd.
and oh, interesting thing was that the us abstained, that's like well,
a paradigm shift from what they usually do, let's hope it signifies something more,
and will lead to a change soon, but of course, the new generation of palestinians who experienced the trauma of this recent israeli attack, may grow up to be the next suicide bombers, terrorists etc. resentment breeds hatred, which breeds radicalism.
but i hope that insyaAllah, things will be better soon,
some call it foolish to have such optimism, but i guess, well,
the world cant live in total negativity, can it?
and i hope that ppl will just stop, for now,
propagating anger, hatred and resentment towards the israelis.
i mean of course, this attack is uncalled for,
civilian lives are compromised, children suffer;
they are the ones dying for other parties' gains.
but i think it's better if right now, the world stop being so angry with israel,
but instead, focus and come up with something constructive to help the palestinians who are suffering from the aftermaths of all the attack.
i mean, it's not like im not frustrated with all these, i am,
i deplore these attacks on the palestinian civilians.
but i find that it's pointless if we just get angry, insult their actions,
and then do nothing.
i think the least we can do is to pray for them,
that insyaAllah things will be better.
and speaking of that, Pergas is holding a solat sunat hajjat tmr at masjid sultan if im not wrong, for the palestinians, after Zohor prayers. yup, spread the word (:
yup, that's from me for now,
take care everyone, and gnights!
Wani
1001pm
saturday
10jan'08
Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse
