11:48 PM @
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:
hello world!
Alhamdullilah :D
alright, updates!
first, i created another blog for photos, haha,
interested, please visit! haha,
http://wanijehphotos.blogspot.comok!
yesterday, i tried t stay up and use the com,
while i was talkin t Zul on msn and reading some stuff,
i dozed off a few times, hahaha,
anw zul, Alhamdullilah, im really glad actually yup!
insya-Allah you'll be fine ok! and ohhh, zul ngan syaf dah start keje,
so we cant twilight with them, ah it's ok, they have each other, haha.
i still think them getting tgt was one of the best things,
that had happened during my jc life,
and insya-Allah it'll last really really, i still want first row, haha!
but anw, Alhamdullilah i have ya all as my friends, it's been great,
and yeah, i miss hanging out with the malay ppl, hahaha,
nvm, before they go ns, we shld hang out again.
so im gonna go twilight with ain next week! haha,
i miss that purple alien, hahaha,
she's really one of the few that can understand what im talking,
even if im not saying out the words, hahaha kemerepekan kita berdua,
yang amat amat menyerlah, haha :D
anw, today Alhamdullilah managed t wake up on time,
anw, passed the cam t Arfah, sorry aite!
haha she ended her lesson alr so yeah she came over my house bus stop,
anw arfah thanks for the camera alright!
really really appreciate it :D
after passing her cam at the bus stop, i was thinking,
haha i was thinking about the seminar and did reflections,
and i just felt like taking a walk so i went t the park,
haha yeah the one opp. my house and i just walked, for some rounds,
and it made me realise that the park is a really nice place,
hahaha past a decade staying at the neighbourhood,
and it took me that long, HAHA.
okay la, i dont really go t the park see, so yeahh,
it makes a good place for photos, and i did, take photos (:
then off for home i went after that, housechores.
anw, the seminar, Alhamdullilah, for me, it was well,
pretty much successful on my part,
cuz i learnt alot and that, to me, is something impt.
like, for one, well, i really need t get over this flaw of mine,
the, i need some quiet time alone after being with ppl for a long time.
esp. when im helping t run the show, haha yeap, it doesnt do me good,
ppl tend t think that im not ok, so well, haha yeah.
so, i guess the solution is t get away from ppl when i feel that way,
so my mood doesnt affect others, haha that's what i did,
but i think somehow, i still need t get over this.
and that ive really grown much fonder of taking long long walks,
esp. with nature, and it's good la cuz i get t keep fit, haha
and oh, another thing, i was telling zul abt it yesterday haha,
so yes, im not weird anymore, haha.
like, before this seminar, i was headstrong about my life in some aspects,
of my ambitions and what i want to achieve in life, so it equates to:
getting involved in many many things,
and the despise of being restrained from things that i want t do.
but after attending this seminar, it kinda revived me and my faith,
and helped me get over this flaw, of selfishness when it comes t certain things,
because ultimately, what you desire for is Allah's pleasure.
so when considering the fact that i was really on abt singlehood,
and on not getting married in the future, it's well, yeah.
haha cuz all in all, i realised there are still good guys out there,
and that, you really need to leave it to Allah for these things,
while at the same time, of course must usaha la.
and not let your ego blind you cuz it's really about faith,
as how kak lieja puts it and the advice that kak marlina gave.
and considering the fact that i, ok i admit it,
i have a big ego, and i admit that it's a big weakness,
i think that this has helped me t shed some of it away, yup!
but still, haha, patience is a must in the man in my future.
i dont like it when ppl get agitated over small things, hahaha.
but of course, i believe that when it comes, it'll come,
so wani, there's no point in trying t stop things from happening,
just because you want it your way, haha yup.
so yeap, Alhamdullilah, thank God for all the petunjuk He has given me,
everyone wants t be good, and worthy of Allah's love,
and im not excluded. ive come this far and i dont wanna return t the old me,
but i want t move forward, and keep going,
and insya-Allah, God blesses us all (:
the happenings during the seminar!
first day/monday,hmm, went t meet arfah t get cam,
went t kak Marinah's house t get the stuff with fazliah,
off in a cab we go to yih t set up the stuff.
Alhamdullilah, it was good, participants started turning up,
wasnt that bad but well, we wished there were more, but it's ok,
make do with what we have.
all the stuff started, icebreakers etc, talks.
waited for food, some stuff didnt go as planned, some went well,
but it happens.
off t nacli, in a logs van, haha it was cool!
been so long since i took those kinda vans, hahaha,
etc, night at nacli, slept ard 1plus, doze off.
2nd day/tuesday,uh, timing was abit off but well, it's ok,
off we went t masjid Ahmad for solat Subuh/breakfast.
and brother Ridhwan gave some talk there, but i was late in joining in,
cuz was settling some other stuff.
so after that, got transported t yih,
me, faz, farah and kak lieja got into brother Helmy's car,
with Gene and Aishah crescent.
so morn started at yih with Gene's talk,
(eh, wait, was it tuesday? or wed? hahaha signs of memory loss)
he did up mimpi Marhaban, his character portrayal somehow,
was different from the actor that did it when i watched it the previous time.
but still, the same msg is passed on la haha.
so then etc, odp started, kak lieja assigned me t the boys,
managed t get farah t faci and sofie followed,
so it was me, farah, sofie, ridhwan and nasir.
it wasnt bad, it was quite fun act, haha.
we went t bukit chandu first, asyraf drove and picked us up t send us there.
anw we spent a long long time at bukit chandu,
it was super fun la! as in the place was really interesting.
oh there was this theatre, so had performance,
so i went in, took a seat further from others cuz taknak block,
wahh macam bleh tahan ah gitu duduk sendiri,
then when it started, there was this part it totally blacked out,
and obviously wani being so pengecut (haha!),
grabbed the wire for the headphones, and moved t sit beside sofie,
HAHAHA, but hey, i cant help it la, it was pretty scary,
see, wild imaginations :D
so then, we hanged ard bukit chandu, makan, photos!
off we went t some checkpoint for lunch/solat.
so while they were at it, i just walked ard, sat, and it was nice.
i love the scenery, very very beautiful, photos.
im really growing much much much fonder of talking long walks with nature (:
subhanallah :D
so then after that, we went t some hut and played game,
owing t the small number, cant play some games,
but we played incoming with the two guys (me,farah cuz sofie alr went off)
and it was pretty good and fun! haha good la,
then after that called back by kak lieja t play selling point,
it went really good Alhamdullilah and it was super funny!
haha, yup. after that, off back t nacli, wash up, masjid Ahmad for dinner,
walked back t nacli with kak Marlina cuz i really wanted t walk,
back at nacli, was super tired, talked t kak lieja alot,
then she was gonna start on this citer seram so i told her nono,
but fazliah nak dengar so i stuffed my ears with my fingers and lalala,
hahaha so in the end, as we were gonna go t sleep,
i pushed away all thoughts from my head and bismillah, let's fall asleep.
then fazliah, she was like, wani, kak lieja, haha,
and she regretted listening t the story, so i was like,
ok! let's pull beds tgt cz well, im ehh, haha pengecut betul ah.
so me and faz pulled two beds tgt, haha and kak lieja laughed at us.
finally, Alhamdullilah, comfy sleep.
3rd day/wednesday,was tired, haha but anw, off we went t masjid Ahmad in the morn,
then yih, prep for oel, so somehow, i became a faci again,
haha so anw, tookover fauzy's group, they were uh,
murni, ridhwan, zahirah, syafiqah and nadiah,
haha yup! i rmb their names! haha Alhamdullilah :D
followed them t nuh, went ard, let them off for awhile,
i walked into the bookshop, interesting read, haha yup!
around, around, met them again, asked for permission t interview nuh staff,
but not allowed cuz shld have written in earlier, haha yup,
but it's ok la, so we went back t yih for lunch and solat,
after that, went back t nuh, met brother fauzy there,
so he tookover them back, i hanged ard with them first,
needed t contact amirah and irda t know where their grps are,
so i can cont. with my photog. job, haha, called irda,
they were alr leaving. when i finally got amirah, they were also leaving.
so i was like, oh ok nvm, haha ill stick with ya all till ya go off.
so yeah, haha more photos of the grp in the camera.
so we sat somewhere t discuss, then back t yih, talked.
reached yih, discussed some more, it was fun, haha yeap!
etc, solat, practice, Maghrib, sat ard, fauzy takes nice photos,
then dinner! went t take them with the 3 guys, yay hungry!
haha Alhamdullilah (:
Isyak, then it was pretty late,
we were the last grp t be transported back t nacli,
so while waiting for brother alfian t come back for us,
fauzy started telling story/jokes, oh the first one wasnt funny at all,
goodness, haha yup, and then it was the story of the great white ape,
HAHAHAHHA, merepek ah but funny in the merepek sense :D
van bck t nacli, grp had practice at lounge area, funny la,
after that, wanted t take photo of the stars but couldnt get it,
then kirim fauzy coffee since he and ridhwan were off t get milo,
and Alhamdullilah there was coffee cuz we were sposed t be up for long.
so i got t take a nap after getting the drinks for awhile,
got up, showered, then felt refreshed, started on the work while faz rested.
it was abt 2 there, so we worked while music-ing hahaha till abt 4plus,
finally got t sleep ard 430++ but we kinda totally konked out,
so sent msg t everyone t Subuh at nacli, yup, packed up.
4th day/thursday,day started later than planned, but Alhamdullilah for the new day.
the brothers were the first t arrive, haha,
they changed my stereotype about guys, esp. malay guys, being late,
hahaha, but anw, waited for the others, off t masjid Ahmad,
breakfast, went back t nacli t return some stuff,
met up with kak lieja and faz there, returned back t masjid.
i was too tired to eat so i skipped breakfast.
while waiting for brother alfian t pick us up, talked t fazliah,
about socio-political-economic stuff, and it was great Alhamdullilah,
stimulates my senses after so long, haha yup.
back at nacli, i was in a no mood situation,
i think it was due t the no breakfast even tho i was really hungry.
presentation! which was awesome, anw the grp i joined won!
Alhamdullilah yay! they were really good la, yup :D
whole time, i was pretty blahh, haha goodness,
didnt eat lunch also cuz i felt too lazy t eat,
so wani being the wani-whose-mood-is-blahh-without-food,
was being very blahh, hahaha, so anw, ran some errands for kak lieja,
contemplated on act. walkin t student coop but well,
i didnt wanna delay the job la so yeah.
bussed up and bussed down, photos, did up ppt presentation,
listened t some talks, interesting, finally ate at 3/4plus, Alhamdullilah,
and after that i felt much much much better :D
forum, farewell stuff, photos, songs, then Maghrib,
sat outside while they solat, then packed up/cleared up,
by the time, it was ard mid8plus, off home after done with everything,
went off with fauzy since he was going off also,
met ridhwan and nasir at the bus stop, haha they waited pretty long man,
so took a bus with them, mrt, talked, HOME!
Alhamdullilah (:
i enjoyed the event very much.
haha yup, ok! take care!
Wani
544pm
friday
19dec'08
