6:51 AM @
Friday, August 29, 2008
You have said goodbyes beforeThis is just another goodbyeIt's not that hardAssalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:
hello world,
Alhamdullilah, most papers down, one to go, that's after sept hols,
but yeap it's been good Alhamdullilah, okay la,
maths was pretty Alhamdullilah (:
had teachers day celeb today, was planning to go back crescent,
but it ended later, so yeap, then went out to eat with Ain,
sakura, yeap we had our tomyam before fasting month starts,
i kinda had an impulse to watch a movie,
so we kinda started looking for a good movie,
wanted something sweet, but we decided against it in the end,
tired la, the stupor kinda sank in,
so we walked around, i want a cardigan haha,
but anw, then we went borders! yeap, haha,
stuffed ourselves there for some time, realised oh man, sleepy sleepy,
so left earlier than normal, home home,
i ctd reading the book, then napped, woke up before Maghrib.
they had a be yourself day today, so you can dress up as what you are,
i thought it should be called more of a dress up as your favourite person,
or who you wanna be, rather than who you are,
i mean it's pretty obvious that people are not dressing up as who they are,
rather, what they want themselves to be,
and how they want people to perceive them to be,
so in any case, it's again, about conforming to society's standards,
and again, i know it's minute, but it links back to the idea,
the cliched phrase of clothes define a person,
but again, you're looking at it from a phsyical aspect, and/or material,
i think we are being ourselves everyday,
you dont have to dress up to be yourself on a day,
because what makes me 'me' and what makes you 'you' is what we are underneath,
the intrinsic value, our characters, in short, we are being ourselves everyday,
unless of course, you pretend to be someone else,
and clothes, in my opinion, gives people the impression of what you are,
but not exactly who you are, but on a sidenote,
i think the joker was pretty good, haha.
other than that, yesterday felt like a weekend, haha,
honestly, i came t school today thinking, oh it didnt feel like a friday,
after maths, i was planning to go home t catch on my sleep,
then i changed plans, i put on harry potter order of phoenix on the dvd,
then after that i thought, man im sleepy, i should get some sleep,
then i kinda reached out for stephanie meyer's book on the shelves,
was trying to find out how good it was,
my brothers are mad about her books, so yeap, they have three of them,
but anw cut story short, i kinda got hooked onto the book,
so can guess la, i just started reading the first book,
for most of the rest of the day, then uh i finished it ard 12+am,
then i started flipping, and reading the 2nd book's part, and i got hooked,
until i had enough sense to tell myself, dude let's get some sleep,
haha yeap
im gonna start studying for sastera tmr,
haha really, insya-Allah (:
hmm, yeap, jc life's gonna end, it's fast fast fast,
i kinda wished we could start all over again from the beginning of this year,
i enjoy my jc2 life, yeah, ironic as it is.
oh, the mrt train has now changed the sign from:
'please give up this seat to those who needs it more than you do'
to a sign that explicitly states 'priority seat'
it's a change, from one of possibly, voluntariness, to more of an, order?
perspectives, a reflection of our society now,
you do what you're told, rather than, alright, it's out of pure goodness,
im doing it because i wanna help,
or maybe, ahh they just wanna change the sign, hahaha kidding,
it's the smile campaign all over again, something related.
on another note, i gotta start on my research paper again,
insya-Allah i can do it, yeap!
when prelims end, it's gonna be some weeks to alevels,
then it's all over, wow, it's fast.
uhhuh, oh im kinda running out of inspiration to continue this entry,
haha, it's the fatigue, ive just finished the 2nd book,
it's pretty good, i think she'll end up with the vampire dude,
sweet la sweet, not bad.
im still waiting for Christopher Paolini's 3rd book.
oh, and going to the borders just now, realised there're so many good books,
after as after as, haha, i can be a fulltime uhh, dunno la,
im not a hardcore mugger to start with, haha.
sometimes i think if it's the right thing im doing,
just running away again.
but when i think again, possibly, it should be the right thing,
because there's no point stopping to reflect or take a breather,
because the result will still be the same.
ahhh, oh we met Sitt, Asyikin Aziz and Nad just now,
haha funny la, rindu budak2 tu,
drama drama! mat cowboy, haha that was my first real involvement,
in a Malay activity, haha, and that was what, 4 years ago?
haha goodness, i had fun la.
i was in the bus this morning,
and i started thinking about my primary school days,
uhhuh, wani what's with the nostalgia all, haha.
alright, happy teachers day!
and of course, happy hols (:
and happy studying for the rest of your papers,
and promos of course, and oh happy birthday Safa!
take care!
Wani
1026pm
29 august 2008
