8:38 AM @
Friday, August 1, 2008
Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:
hello world!
Alhamdullilah (:
haha okay readers rejoice, im finally updating my blog!
haha and Mark ahh, even if the rate of speed that penguins can walk is faster than me,
but they cant post blog entry knoww, haha,
mann you all funny la, your tags really amused me, haha!
haha alright, it's been hectic like kacang, haha,
but Alhamdullilah i managed t still be up here, though im uh kinda sick,
so i am gonna go eat panadol once the flu comes on,
cz i dont wanna risk it, haha, prelims round the corner, ohhh!
first paper is gp followed by international history on the same day,
alright, im not gonna complain, haha, oh wells, shrugs (:
my ibu's birthday was on 30th, my younger bro's birthday was 31st,
and i didnt get them anything, hmmm, then i was like telling her,
ill get you your birthday cake after alevels okay? haha and she was like,
nevermind, i already got 2 cakes, haha hmm (:
but anw! rock night just now!
it was rocking mann, haha as in seriously, and my eardrums hurt,
cuz the music was pretty loud but it was okay, uhh get what im tryna say?
my brother performed with his band, and their music was good!
i was commenting about the vocal afterwards,
and i found out that their vocal singer only touched down in Sg at 5pm tday,
from Cambodia, so yup, kinda explains it, but anw!
hahaha Zul was funny, okay sorry la dude, but he was like jealous,
cuz Syaf was like pointing out Sadiqin, hahahaha, i couldnt help but laugh,
nahh no worries both of you are so sweet tgt, haha like ive said,
Syaf and Zul getting tgt was one of the best things that happened in my jc life,
haha but anw! back to the concert!
oh! Amos featured too, and he was like super cool!
as in the Amos-really pro guitarist-Indonesian scholar-exstudent,
hahaha even my brother agrees mann! and haha!
oh my younger brother came with his girlfriend,
and i was like telling my big brother in the cab later,
mann he has a gf and me and you are still single, hahahaha!
anw i was just joking ahh, im not desperate, haha!
so anw, rock night super hilarious, cz the guys specifically Syamil & Zul,
were very funny, haha, and Azrin's band was awesome la,
and we told him later, your face still so stone, haha, but anw, he terror la he,
and i was like telling my brother that i think his drummer was awesome!
as in like really, i love the drummer! not in that sense okay, haha,
he was really good la! and i have to say man, the teachers' band drummer was awesome!
and Ming, the Malay dance guy, was a guitarist, and he was really good!
but in short, great day! and cabbed home with my brother, elder one,
the younger one gotta send the gf home (:
haha anw tday's basically just like that, but Alhamdullilah did good,
reached school ard 8+am, cuz slept earlyyy yesterday,
so i woke up ard 4+am and thought, alright let's just study Kashmir,
hahaha so yeap, read lecture notes, Subuh, prep for school, left ard 7+,
deposited myself in the library, hahaha, did maths, couldnt do some,
i realised i was pathetic at inequalities, etc, got help from Fathullah and Khidhir,
cz they were in the library, so asked for help for maths,
thenn ctd studying history, ahh many many many things to cover,
went down for prayers, met Ain, was gonna eat lunch in sch ard 3+,
then Ain was like, she wanted to go out and eat, haha yeap,
then Lisa wasnt coming since she wanted t do her work, so yeap!
off t Sakura, and my throat was pretty bad but i go eat tomyam, hahaha,
we managed t finish it up sorta, contended that it's cheaper than madjack,
got back t school, went back library, got tix from my brother, thenn,
joined them for sea consultation haha it went funnny, hahaha,
there were Ain, Lisa and Joseph, yeap!
past weeks have been hectic, trying to complete my stated revisions and doing hwks,
h3 presentation on tuesday, it didnt really go so well, haha,
okay la, Sebastian's paper's making me worry, haha very the power la,
thenn thursday, we had the history consolidation, then after that,
had t continue with h3 presentations from the rest, ended 3+ there,
then Sebastian and I had t do the essay test afterwards, mann,
haha we were given 10mins to discuss but i think wasnt much of a fruition,
cz i guess on my part i really had t digest that qn first before discussin,
but 10mins was pretty short, so we tried discussing, but we did agree,
that the qn couldnt be that simple, it's so duhhh, like duhhh, haha,
it was "SEA countries have been entirely successful in pursuing ec.growth." discuss.
so it's like, yes, no, okay they were fine, hahaha so it cant be that,
'duhh,' in Sebastian's words, i proposed approaches, realised i couldnt substantiate,
soo all the best after 10mins, when i was gonna start the paper,
everything started piecing tgt Alhamdullilah, pursue=approaches so yeap.
dunno la, prelims soon soon.
oh oh haha before that was sposed t have maths, but not compulsory for me,
so i told Ain t tell mr Song i wasnt going,
then i was in the library and apparently i got a call that she was e only one,
then they were using the discussion room in the library,
and mr Song saw me studying there so he was like,
okay let's go in, lesson starting, and i was like, hmmm,
hahaha i just okay! cuz i felt pretty bad la, like he's dedicating his time,
but i made use of the time, and i told him that i was act thinking of skippin tday,
just asked him some questions on the z and the pvalue and etc.
angklung farewell! haha awesome, Michell asked me in the morn if i was going,
then i was like, if i dont go, im sure youll drag me there,
hahaha and she was like, ill kill you if you dont go, haha goodness,
but of course i did la, yeap, oh ate alot!
but i rationalised that the plate was small thus it made my pile looks big,
anw we shouldnt waste food laa, haha,
and oh! it was awesome la in short, alot of laughter.
and haha! i realised, 23rd july! msyc gathering!
Alhamdullilah, i was soo glad t see everyone again, so fun!
food was spectacular, dont have t say, andd yay!
it made me really miss msyc and Malaysia, i really wished it was longer,
and i had t leave earlier, school was tmr,
haha cant dance pocho-pocho with them, hahahaha,
so yeap, cabbed home.
watched dark knight with my family some time ago,
i thought it was very sad, it dampened my mood after the movie,
coupled with the fact that i was tired, we watched the 830pm show on a tuesday,
so it ended asrd 11+pm, yeap, haha yeahh,
i hated the joker and i thought the plot was pretty sad,
especially when tragedy struck Harvey Dent and Rachel,
horrible laaa, i thought they both looked so good tgt, haha
we got our restructured timetable, no more p.e. andd yeap,
school's long long long mann, it's draining, haha oh we did racial harmony for gp,
i thought it was interesting, they used Orwell's literary work "Hanging",
yeap and since class was pretty quiet, i asnwered ms Phua's qn,
alright i cant stand passiveness, it's tension mann,
haha so it was like abt the significance of the dog appearing,
what would you do as the magistrate, so i was like:
ill shoo the dog away so that the proceeding can continue,
and an analyssi of that was i am goal-driven and ill achieve it at all expense,
haha nahh i wont la, there are some things that's more impt in life (:
andd oh, i left my necklace in the class and i forgot all abt it, mann,
and she was like telling us there was this extreme view on altruism,
that's not exactly pure altruism, so yup,
anw i dont believe there's exactly a pure altruist ou there,
but getting back on the issue, the extremist view was that,
for e.g. mother who'll sacrifice herself to save her drowning child,
or a father who'll jump into the flames to save his child,
would not do it based on altruist basis,
but they'll do it because they want to save their genes,
which is inside the child's body, and i thought, nahhh,
that's too extremist. i guess if you want to look at it that there's no pure altruism,
i think the fact that the parents want to save their children,
to see their child live so that they dont have to live a lifetime of guilt or sorrow,
is more justified, but i think that's more to the concept of love.
but anw, alright, lets get off from here.
haha alright, i wanna go take a break awhile, i feel i need it,
but i know i shouldnt, well, you know, ya, yeap,
and i was telling ms Oon i wont be in sch mon and tues,
for a wkshp for conversational malay stuff so can earn job in the long run,
and then i was like telling her, if next year i find someone ill update you,
haha then she was like oh so youre going for the wkshp t find someone is it?
hahahaha goodness funny la, then i had t tell her no, anw im not that shallow,
itll be good in the long run, and anw, i gotta really get a scholarship.
haha alright, then 2 days ago, i was on the bus,
and i just started thinking and wondering, and i realised yes,
but i thought again, nahh maybe its the pangs now, itll go away soon,
and insya-Allah it will (:
i gotta go get some sleep, seminar's tmr, whee, haha,
Insya-Allah itll be fine!
take care!
happy weekends!
Wani!
152am
Saturday
2/august/2008
