3:03 AM @
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:
hello world,
Alhamdullilah :D
im really glad today, im finally done with my research for h3, Alhamdullilah,
so yup, can start on my essay outline already,
Insya-Allah it'll be good (:
spent my time in the library just now, was really glad when i was done,
smiling and glad glad glad, Alhamdullilah (:
anw, Turkey's through to semis, and so is Germany, Alhamdullilah :D
i was supporting Germany, haha yay for Podolski!
okok he didnt score (did he?) haha but anw GREAT MATCH REALLY!
Germany was organised and their attack was really SHARP,
i was so glad when they won, sorry Portugese fans.
and Turkey, alamaak i tell you, i fell asleep while studying,
and woke up ard 520am, but Alhamdullilah, when i went out t the living room,
they were gonna be having penalties, and yay for the Turks, Alhamdullilah,
awesomeness :D
after match, read notes, cuz i didnt finish it up before, thenn well, fell asleep.
anw, tuesday, went out with Fas t watch movie!
haha it's super adorable la, panda's like cute haha andd oh i love the quote:
yesterday’s history, tmr’s mystery, today’s a gift, that’s why it’s called a presentyeap, thenn oh i kinda, uhm, cried during the movie, HAHA, cuz it was touching,
alamaaak, hahaha mehpek but well, it just touched the nerve.
anw, we talked about our future plans, since we are like yeah, haha,
im gonna, Insya-Allah, go uni next year, then career, wow, seems short,
but anw! her brother's getting married, Insya-Allah berkekalan dunia akhirat, amin (:
sorry i cant go for the wedding aite! but anw, HAVE FUN!
uh haha i'll be in Pahang (:
oh then haha, revised the age i wanna settle down,
realised that i wanna achieve much in life, i mean let's see,
Insya-Allah, if i do get into the course i want, degree takes 4 years,
then i think i might want to pursue the next 2 years, so by the time, 26,
haha soo of course, i wanna establish my career first, soo haha yeap,
well, the people in my future will have to understand me, nodnod.
and oh, i still wanna launch the project, but i think Insya-Allah, i'll do that after As,
but yup, manusia hanya boleh merancang kerana Tuhan sahaja yang Maha mengetahui (:
dan Insya-Allah, anything that happens, Tuhan tabahkan hati,
dan curahkan rahmat dan redhai selalu, amin (:
thenn Fas said she wanted to join a Malay organisation, not gonna name it here,
but anw, i noticed something about Malays, the extremes in our society,
mostly the ones who are uneducated.
the first one is the one group who only serahkan semua kepada takdir,
without much usaha, and always say, "kalau dah takdir, apa nak buat"
and they'll just accept it without working towards achieving anything.
the second, is the group who doesnt have enough knowledge,
but they are the ones who think they are right, and usually in the means of it,
will use aggression, or more like, act in an aggressive manner.
there's another group too, who is highly dependant on others,
they dont wanna work much for themselves, and they expect others to help them,
or else, bukan brother ah gitu, yup.
im not being racist here, im just pointing out the flaws in our society,
nor am i gonna say im ashamed to be a Malay, like others are claiming to be,
because that's one thing i hate to hear; Malays who dont wanna claim they are Malays,
because they are embarassed by the community's lack of achievement,
and the high rates in other less so favoured areas.
but i think, rather than do that, it's better for us to help the community,
rather than disclaiming them, and help to move the community to achieve greater things,
dunia akhirat, and not fall into any of the groups as highlighted above,
well, yup, just a thought, nodnod.
we managed to steer much from that topic,
and she reckons i should go into social enterprise, haha, Fas Fas.
thenn we ate at BK, i was so super full that Fas had t finish up my fries for me.
and she asked me some random question, hahaha, it was like,
if you can stop the time, what would you do?
then i said, i wanna like finish up my work, then she asked if can choose some ppl,
someone you can just hold on to, then with seriousness, i was like,
well, he has to be halal to me right, then she was like, why must it be a he,
so i was like, well, why would i wanna hold on to a girl? hahaha
then she was like, okay, but you can just hold on to his sleeve right?
HAHA, goodness, thenn we had to board the bus.
thenn she pointed out that she was highly idealistic, like the first to be the last,
and i didnt realise that was being idealistic, haha cuz if yes, so am i,
we'll be patient, haha, yeah no rush.
oh, we took an early movie, cz realised we wouldnt know what t do t pass time,
cuz she, like me, doesnt like walking ard town with no aim in mind,
hahaha, but we managed t pass the 40++mins to movie fruitfully, haha.
yup, Alhamdullilah (:
this is gonna be a long post, so yup, skip it if you want.
wednesday,
bahas, came early t help them out, not so early la,
I was too tired, soccer but didn’t watch fully, haha yeahh, thenn,
anw, then went down for bahas, left ard 12+,
cleared things up with them and prac celahan all
thenn left school for lunch, cabbed, taxi driver was good, he gave us some pts,
and it was the out of the ordinary kinda points, Alhamdullilah we took that cab,
ate lunch at food culture, left for TP library cuz that's where the bahas was gonna be at,
met the old debaters, familiar faces, nice and memorable,
realised i kinda missed debating, haha, those were the days, been a while,
realised that act being up there is not so nerve wrecking as watching it, haha!
and oh, thanks Rafidah! haha great t see you all too, and your debaters are awesome!
and for my dearest juniors, no worries alright, i really think you all did real good,
esp. with the lack of help and it was a real great improvement from prelims (:
haha im just well, unhappy at how the debate went on, it was like,
kinda off tangent from the mauduk sometimes, haha yeah, but other than that,
it's OKAY! can always try next time alright? good job really really!
thenn off i went with Faris and Zul, haha the train ride was amusing,
yes yes, im independent, haha, klakar la korang,
and Faris, thanks but no thanks, haha yeah, im good, seriously,
korang berdua should trust me (:
went to surau, Asar, then studied, left ard 630+, took my time walking t scape,
started thinking about other things, then there were the cranes and the blue sky (:
thenn meeting was fun! haha i came and started eating, solat, rehearsal started!
funny and hilarious la hahaha but i kinda felt drained from the day,
laughed laughed, and Weiqiang was funny la, suddenly said that,
anddd oh mann, when i look at the merlion costume, it just tickles me la, haha klakar,
alot of dance, but ended earlier than normal, Alhamdullilah (:
Liza was nice, she sent me home by cab, tgt with Jinghui and TK.
thenn at level one, they were having something,
met someone who asked if i know ms Masnidah cuz i was wearing uniform,
haha she's my civics tutor, anw he was funny, haha yeap, and he's a lawyer, COOL
and oh haha JH was funny also la, he was warning me to be careful,
about some guy checking out yaa, haha, oh mann, but anw yeap, off we went.
thursday, didnt do much, tried studying, slept alot, exhausted really,
soccer soccer, thenn parents super klakar, my ibu was singing (:
thenn oh i finally had mcspicy, Alhamdullilah :D
friday, yeap, normal day, Alhamdullilah (:
just a thought, from the
Fitnaa consequences,
there are calls for economic boycott of Dutch goods from the Muslim world.
well, i personally dont like the idea cuz in effect, we are persecuting the whole nation's economy, who consists of not only those makers of the movie,
but also, women, children and elderly, who are dependant on the economy for a living.
and the movie in itself is not carried out the by the gvt,
and not all the Dutch agreed with the movie or their justification of freedom of speech,
thus, i think it's not fair for us to do that to those who are not guilty of that action.
i think it'll be fairer to look at those movie makers as individuals,
who have wronged the Prophet S.A.W, and God is all-just and all-knowing,
He will persecute them for their actions.
if we look at the story of the old blind Jewish woman,
whom the Prophet S.A.W remained patient with and fed her everyday,
she didnt know the one who was doing her good deeds was the Prophet S.A.W himself,
she cursed and talked bad about him even though the one that was feeding her was the Prophet S.A.W himself, but he didnt stop doing good deeds to her.
so moral of the story is, let's just be humans, leave it to God, He is all knowing (:
Subhanallah (:
yup, that sums up this entry, school's starting soon,
yupyup, and i watched Narnia, the first one, twice already, haha yeap.
take care and happy weekends/hols!
Wani
708pm
Saturday
21 June 2008
