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9:42 AM @ Friday, April 18, 2008

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah (:

sometimes, i feel the need to stop and breathe for awhile.
and feel the oxygen fills you in.

alright!

so anw, the week has been exhausting (exclusive of the weekends at this point of time)
will save some best for the last,
oh oh ohh!
haha my birthday's in 4 days (:

i've been telling ppl that so that i can excite myself,
cuz im not exactly feeling excited about it,
haha someone told me that sounds well, kesian, hahaha.

Alhamdullilah (:

i'm gonna spend my sunday as a lone ranger, hahaha,
okay la i gotta go spend hours in the national library,
do up research and yup, think i'll just studyy there, nodnod.

aite!
tdayy, well, was a rollercoaster ride day.
started with getting up in the morn supposedly tryna study,
hahaha sorry la i think i mumbled rubbish when Aizat called t wake me up,
didnt realise i was on the phone until many many seconds later =x
sposed t get up t study, buuut i procrastinated, then hujan,
more reasons t menggeliat on the bed, ended up getting out at 5+am,
did up history tutorial (which apparently was like takyah buat, hahaha)
then i fell back asleep, hahaha

and i decided t write something more serious as my mood dampens,
was during maths tutorial,
remembered what Zul said, that life is very beautiful (:

life is beautiful.
that's when you realise that these things are just the material side of life.
all the achievements that you have, are not long lasting.
what's important is keimanan dan ketakwaan
(Ain started t laugh here cuz of the sudden switch in the language, hahaha)
the intrinsic worth of a human being,
because everyone has their own flaws and strengths.
hence, by logical deductions, no one is better than anyone (:

(alright gp classmates, find this familiar? interesting (:)

oh, and we did gp compre test,
AQ was hard but it was interesting,
on building ties/rshps with anyone/ppl.
Wilson recommends being honest with oneself
and i agree (:


what i value most above everything is sincerity.

haha aite, so that was what i wrote on the foolscap paper, hmmm

oh lessons tday, i was soo super restless,
it started with econs lect, i didnt have my notes with me, hence, i had difficulty focusing,
soo i ended up doing this:







ps: sorry Mr. Wong :(

thenn for maths, i was well, yes: (the blue ink was mine, haha)

thenn well, blahh, but still Alhamdullilah,
sastera double period tday, was draining and intensive,
mood dipped much, thenn after Zohor, some mins passed,
had hist lecture for an hour plus from 3+ to 4+.
sposed t meet Ms Oon after that regarding my h3 schedule,
waited at the library and started on econs, then she came,
it was short and fast, haha, thenn, something was obviously bothering me,
ended up talking t her, ahahha, so much for studying,
it was funny laa, hahaha thenn she asked what i looked for in a uhh partner,
so basically told her something like that i wanted someone responsible, a gd Muslim, sincere,
andd of course, someone who wont make me think twice when im with him,
and she agrees (: hahaha, so we ctd talking until library was gonna close, hmm.

monday!
lepas skolahh, did up gp compre test,
ms Phua's really nice, and oh she was like,
why you do this question, so abstract, haha,
uhh i did the one on: it is increasingly difficult to make distinctions btwn good and evil. discuss.
interesting but well, i think i got confused, hahaha.
after, stayed in school t study with Ain until library closed.

tuesday!
aar, it was the fastest one ever, Alhamdullilah (:
after that, ml exco meeting for a short while,
thenn was gonna stay in school t study, and Zul asked if i was staying on also,
so we ended up going library t study tgt, haha klakar laa,
thenn he said: i just realise life is really beautiful.
and first thing, i thought he was talking about Syaf, hahaha.
stayed until library closed.

wednesday!
took a quick nap in the ml room in the morn before school starts,
thenn Haslina came and i got woken up, haha (:
uhh caal was good, it was funny, haha,
after school, i yes la, library's the place for me after school right now,
cuz if i go home, i'll sleep or not do anything productive,
soo oh the library was soo peaceful, i felt so glad, so conducive, Alhamdullilah (:

thursday!woke up late, panicked, but managed t Alhamdullilah, catch Subuh,
had meeting at 8am with the jrs for the project,
but it was good, and it rained, so no assembly,
decided that alright, let's just go down with them (:
them refers: Dhiya and Safar (:

soo Darul Ihsan Lilbanat experience!
AWESOME :D
seriously, i feel amat bersyukur and Alhamdullilah cuz i came along,
the girls were really so adorable and well, susah nak cakap,
in short, it was really enriching and a really good experience (:
the main objective of our project was to inculcate gratitude,
and orang yang bersyukur selalunya Insya-Allah, will feel more optimistic abt the future,
so that was what we planned t achieve.
and we went there with this aim in mind, Alhamdullilah (:
the girls, im glad t say, had alot of fun during the blindfold game (:
and i call myself kakak Wani, haha yay, it feels like having a sister (:
they're so beautiful (inside and out), andd soo adorable and soo :D
i think in a way, we managed t achieve part of our objective, Alhamdullilah,
and it touches me on how they treat us, it's really, touching,
i wish i could've stayed longer with them, Alhamdullilah :D

thenn we thought we'll end ard 6 so will go rush for a masjid nearby which is on the way home,
but we ended up ending ard 640-650plus,
soo we decided, we really wanted t be with them, so had dinner with them,
and even though the food may not be as varied as one always eat,
buut i dunno, it felt good, and on our part, we really felt bersyukur also (:
sat with some of the girls, and i tried to find a good topic i can talk abt,
andd we ended up talking abt our favourite pokemons, haha yay!
and oh we talked abt scooby doo the movie and cicakman!
hahaha cute lar, then we Maghrib, and didnt get t say bye t them,
cuz after Maghrib, they'll have Yasin,
the three of us really wanted t stay on, honestly (:
talked t the deputy supervisor and asked questions,
she's a very nice lady (:
and on our part, we wish t thank Darul Ihsan for giving us this opportunity,
and Insya-Allah, there'll be more sessions to come aite!
i really hope so too.

then 3 of us headed t Potong Pasir mrt, and we took the wrong turn, hahaha,
talked t them, told them my life story, haha,
like how i made the rapid change from the old Wani to the now Wani,
and change is never easy, so we have t persevere and Insya-Allah we can be good tgt (:
so i hoped that it could inspire them in a way,
and i think it kinda succeeded (:
well, just rmb, anything that happens selalu ade hikmah di sebaliknya,
and God wont ever test us beyond our limits, so trust in Allah (:

nodnod, well until here for now,
take care and gnights!

Wani
202am
Saturday
April19'2008